I gotz it.
domesticity
May 25, 2009 at 10:43 pm (Uncategorized)
FB & old BF
May 21, 2009 at 6:11 pm (Uncategorized)
Opened my mail this morning to see this from old BF via Facebook:
"Hi, Deb:
I'd love to see some of your work sometime. Are you showing at any A&W shows or selling online at Etsy or eBay?
Thank you for accepting my friend request. I don't really deserve it, but it's good to be forgiven – after a fashion. You're a classy lady. I was a dick then, out of character, but recovered.
-D
PS: Dennis is probably dead from liver abuse. None of us have heard from him in forever. Patrice and I broke up after six years after I realized she was never going to thaw out.
Sometimes we have to fuck it all up to learn. You were good to me. I won't forget that – thank you."
So…strange. And decent. Doug was my first real relationship after my marriage broke up. He is 15 years younger than me – I was 42, he was 27. We should have had a 2-week fling. Instead, we drug it out to 10 months. We were very much unsuited, I don't think he was ever comfortable, and I was in passivity hangover from busted marriage and lack of reflection about my part in it. So we were doomed on many counts. Then, he got depressed and didn't get help for it. I kept thinking he should break up with me, and finally he did. It hurt as I knew it would. It also shot me out of the cannon and made me think about my own malfunctions.
We friended each other about six months ago on Facebook, and have kept up a small dialogue. I was pretty surprised to get this message from him. And quite pleased. Resolution is a good thing.
Got Waylaid!
May 20, 2009 at 5:20 pm (glass, jewelry, lampwork, Vetrofond)
Tags: beads, creativity, glass art, lampwork beads, process, Vetrofond
Well, I was going to test whether Vetrofond can be sculpted into forms as easily as Bullseye, and got distracted. Really like these beads, and will do more sets in different colors. The trick is to get them the same size.
I woke up yesterday morning thinking about how to do a necklace bead along the same lines, and got this in my head. Happy that the execution worked, even while chatting simultaneously to my roomie Robin.
The colors for both actually do match, but they were edited in different programs
Elemental Forms Set Plan Pt. 1
May 18, 2009 at 7:25 pm (glass, jewelry, lampwork)
Tags: beads, creativity, freeform, process
Earth Air Fire Water.
Earth and Fire will be wheels.
Air and Water will be floaty forms like this:

Seaform III
Browns and greens for earth.
White and blue for air.
Red, yellow, w/hints of white and blue for fire.
Blue and green for water.
um, duh! pretty predictable, but I hope to have some inclusions to liven up the mix, silver gold copper & maybe reduction frits and enamels.
I’d like to make several sets, but first: what am I making them for?
Do I make the beads first and see what jewelry calls out to me?
Or decide on the piece first and make beads to order?
I’ll decide soon, because I’d like to get started!
Bead Fail!
May 14, 2009 at 8:56 pm (glass, lampwork)
Tags: creativity, encasing, glass bead, lampwork
Last couple of outings have not been so great. No plan. Wait, I knew that.
One thing I did learn: Even though I’m practicing encasing, it is counterproductive to encase a perfectly good bead just for its own sake.
Made three “subtle stripe” beads last night, and each one is wonky-shaped. Bad.
Made a poor excuse for a “goddess bead” night before last. Finally took a good look at it this morning, and it’s not horrible. Just nothing new.
I need to give my next torch session more thought. Have a, you know, creative process instead of just grabbing stuff.
Misc Glass
May 11, 2009 at 3:15 am (bubbles, glass, lampwork)
My random week continued with a couple more bullseye beads that I’m not really bothering to post. However, yesterday I brought out my 104 again and decided to work on encasing.
One encasing exercise was a globby bead with lots of silvered ivory and some deep transparent purple (I thought it was Helix Psyche, but I was mistaken, or else it just didn’t react). I encased it and pressed it in the lentil mold. It turned out quite nicely, as the encasing was even on both sides.
The second encased bead was blueberry-white Moretti with purple free-form stringer, swirled with a dragging tool and encased. The bubble action is very nice. The shape — sorta iffy, but good enough for something or the other I’m sure.
Next I turned to the silvered ivory stringer pages in Passing the Flame and decided to try the nebula bead. I’m very happy with the way it turned out for a number of reasons. Foremost is that the shape of the bead turned out quite nice. Second, the colors that came out were unexpected. There is some gold in there, and midnight blue. I wonder if this is because my silver palladium is old and a little tarnished. If so, I will always keep some back to age thusly.
run run bike bike
May 7, 2009 at 1:06 am (Uncategorized)
For some insane reason, I've started doing something I NEVER thought I'd enjoy: running (well, jogging, actually).
Let us Gather at the River
May 5, 2009 at 4:02 am (ISGB Gathering)
Tags: creativity, ISGB Gathering, learning, Miami, process
The Miami River, that is.
The ISGB Gathering will be at the Hyatt Regency in Miami FL this year, right on the River and the Bay.
I’ve never been to Miami, so this is kind of exciting. I want to take whatever tour goes around to all the classic Art Deco and Mid-Century Modern architecture.
I’m excited on so many levels. Last year, I was the biggest wallflower of all. I did not feel like I had accomplished much as far as creative glass work. I felt awkward and unsociable. Although I did learn a lot, I don’t feel like I got nearly as much out of the experience as was available. Between the death of my dad late the previous year, and then having surgery and being laid up and not working at the torch — well, I just wasn’t in my skin properly at all.
Everything has shifted this year. I’m quite happy with my recent work, and with the work I’m putting into technique and creative expression. I feel better mentally and physically than I have for a long time. It will be a tight squeeze financially, but with the flight taken care of by Frequent Flyer miles, it’s much more do-able. Also, they feed us twice a day at the event!
Upon reading the contributing artists and the sessions they are giving, I’m almost jumping out of my skin! There’s someone doing a stringer demo using a hothead!! Hardly anyone addressed hothead issues last year, and it looks like I’ll be using one for the foreseeable future. So yay! Another demo is on encasing for 3D effects, for which I’ve wanted to learn better technique for a long time. Lots and lots of soft glass demos, as opposed to last year when about half were boro. So: YAAAAAY!
One free day in Miami: woo hoo! Gotta figure out what to do with my free time and not spend too much money. But I may have to do something underwater oriented, maybe snorkeling in the Keys? Well, we’ll see.
Oh, and: I had enough FF miles with American to do this trip first class. I’m pretty psyched about that as well, since the flight is sooooo looooong.
Another factor is vacation time. We probably aren’t going to Burning Man (in favor of a polar bear excursion to Churchill in November), so taking a couple of days off won’t be that big a deal.
So I’ll pack my summer dresses and bathing suit, and bon voyage July 23, returning July 27. Missing Of Montreal and King Tut at the de Young, but so it goes!
O Ye of Little Faith
May 5, 2009 at 2:09 am (Uncategorized)
Beads turned out just fiyunnn!
But…still…I didn’t have a plan and just started grabbing stuff. Now, that’s all fine and good, but I think I do bettr beads when I have a design in mind.
A couple of possibilities for this week:
1. The rocket was a total accident, but I could make one with more intent.
2. Used the lentil and kalera molds for the first “real” time (orange lentils, tricolor kalera). With the kalera mold I need to work on the amount of glass on my mandrel…
I really really like the bullseye orange marmalade. There are a couple other swirlie colors I will use if I take the lentil route.
Need to work a little on simplicity. I sure do have a tendency to get fussy, and it can detract from a good bead. More discernment is needed, until I have a better grasp on some of the technical stuff.
Speaking of technical stuff…going to the ISGB Gathering in July. Just decided today, and booked everything. See next post for details!
Next time make a plan
May 4, 2009 at 3:58 am (Bullseye, glass, lampwork, lentil)
Tags: beads, Bullseye, dots, freeform, glass bead, lampwork
Made some random beads tonight that may or may not work. I made a caterpillar, but I fear it will crack. I don’t think I kept it backed into the flame enough as I was working (endlessly it seemed) on the dots. Also, very bad stringer control, a little shaky and maybe just a little tired after last night’s successes.
Tried to make a butterfly sort of thing, and a really funny thing happened. As I was adding glass to the sides for “wings,” I suddenly noticed 3 rows of glass I had added were just…gone. I looked around my work area, and never did find them. This is generally something you don’t want to happen, because duh glass is hot. It will burn ya! And your clothes. And your carpet.
Then tested out my lentil and pillow molds, with dubious results. Need to figure out exactly how much glass to melt for a perfect fit. Did discover that the Bullseye Orange Marmalade is a really pretty glass.
Will post pix tomorrow.










